I would hope that maybe I would at least be maintaining my weight. Well not so! I am gaining weight at a rather unreasonable rate. My body is terribly pissed at what I am doing to it. In two days I have gained 4 pounds which is not at all what I planned. It is so easy to admit defeat, throw your hands up in the air and surrender. This is a true battle. It is hard, tiresome, and time consuming. I have to find something that works or I may just give up completely. Not feeling much in the way of motivation today.
I am planning some healthy meals. I am going to go grocery shopping and see if I can get motivated again. This is extremely hard and I hope to find a way to make it work for me soon. My 100 days will be up and I will be lucky to lose anything.
This mornings weigh in 247.
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